the start of sch and everything...realli starting to wear me down.i've suddenly got loads of problems coming to me one by one. yea i knoe tht life isn't always smooth sailing But i am tired. try to look like normal but my brain nv stop thinking...sometimes a gd nite sleep ain't possible. guess i am realli tired. holiday dun even exist in my life for a long time. why cos i guess it's my responsibility as an older sibling to help out,to look out their work,to attend meet-the-parent-session,to go to work when i am needed after sch.my responsibility as a student to finish my tutorial,my proj....my responsibility as a band president to make decisions tht dun always pleases everyone,to smile even though i worry for the number of ppl attending prac..to call members to come for prac,to hold meetings... i think there are still loads of things i mus do to fulfil tht resposibility.but i am so tired..sometimes when i get up frm bed..i jus feel so drain..and i keep telling myself."the joy of the Lord is my strength". decisions are hard to make..ppl are hard to please...and i wish i can be like others who can do wad they like to do ...but i can't..i wish tht ppl cld jus understand..
i'm so tired.
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